Thursday, January 9, 2014

Year One

January 8, 2014

Dear Maddy Patty,

It is hard to believe that a year has gone by since you left us here to go dance with the angels.  We have to be honest with you- it hasn't been the easiest year for us down here.  We miss you so much and just want to be able to hold you and hear your voice again.  At times, we are so angry that this happened to you and just don't understand it at all.  Other times, we find comfort in the thought of you in heaven free from all your pain.  Our Faith has been put to the test-  not sure we have passed!

We try to focus on all the memories we have, but sometimes the thought of all the memories we are not going to be able to make with you starts to creep in and makes us sad again.  We have our good days and bad days, but everyday, we feel a part of us is missing.  We have had to learn to go on with life without you here, but that life is forever changed.  We are still trying to figure it all out.

We love you and miss you so much!

Mom, Dad, and Ju-Ju


P.S.-  Thanks for Bo!

P.S.S.-  Give Grandpa Lambert lots of hugs and kisses for us and make sure you keep him out of trouble!